Without You

Hi.. Aku jarang post posting dalam bahasa Inggeris tapi this time aku akan post dalam English sebab ni untuk dia baca..

Urm.. Sayang.. I'm not sure if u will read this post or not but i really miss u sayang.. I know whatever i say wont change your decision right.. I wish u could accept me back.. It is almost one year.. This coming 13 May should be our first anniversary but i know it won't happen.. Don't worry sayang.. I'll put the date and time in my life journal and i'll celebrate the day every year even i know i'll be alone without you..

Sayang.. I miss u so much.. I can't sleep.. Keep thinking of u, me and our relationship.. I'm so sorry for all the things i did.. Now i'm looking at our old pictures.. Nice sayang.. I can see your smile.. The happiness.. Sigh..

Just now i looked at the tickets.. Sunway Lagoon tickets.. Last night i promised u that we'll go to Sunway Lagoon right.. And next month we are going to Melaka.. I want to bring the smile and happiness back to u.. I want u to be happy like before..

There are too many sweet memories with u sayang.. I can't avoid myself.. Remember the teddy bear that u gave to me for our 2nd monthsary sayang? I can't imagine going to office tomorrow and see the present u sent to me.. Sigh..

I don't know if i still can live without u.. I'm not strong like u sayang.. I can't live without u.. I hope you'll be happier without me sayang.. No one will hurt u anymore.. But anytime if u still want me, i'm here waiting for u sayang.. Take care baby.. ILYSMLC.. :'(

Broken English kan.. Takpe.. Dia faham.. Night.. Doakan aku masih bernyawa esok..